GREY CHAPTER



I had no clue you were going to come again
I didn't expect you to rear your awful head here again
Why now? What really do you have to gain
How much it hurts
No, wait, it doesn't
I don't feel the pain
I actually don't feel a thing
Am I that long gone that I feel absolutely nothing?
I want to feel it at least
Feel something, anything
Oh pain, it seems you could be sweet right now
It's not so funny, I can't even see how
I could use some of you I think, right about now
I never thought I would crave for you
I never wanted to want you
You could be my focal, I could focus on you
This time it's different
It's deeper, it's more intense
Am I that far gone
How did I get to this point
How did I take this turn
I should be frightened
With my senses heightened
But wait, I sure am not
I still don't feel a thing
Is it still grey or it's really just me
I cracked a smile just now
No, I think it's a heart
Her heart, his heart, their hearts, my heart
I guess I should be sorry
I truly want to be
But yet, I still don't feel a thing
I'm fine don't worry
I'm hanging in there
Days come, days go, I would still be here
Hi Joy, long shot
I'm only passing by
You're not home a lot
I wasn't expecting you to
I could merely see the footprints of what you left by
One thing certain, is I know I'll get by
I'm alright, I'm fine
Why wouldn't I be
When all I see is grey

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